One in the Same

Starry skies and full moons are nice,
But pain is more real.
Love would be wonderful…
But I can’t seem to strike that deal.
One kiss could be my savior,
But your lips are another’s

Wouldn’t it be wonderful…
If we could be a cliché?
If we could be together?
I can see your eyes,
Blue, but not like the sky
Not like ice
Just blue;
Wonderful in their complex simplicity.
Looking at my soul…

I’ve never had these feelings
I’ve never thought that I would care
Or debate
Or doubt.
I should leave you alone
You’re my disease.
You will make me
Eternally bleed
But that smile..
Those eyes…
Cut sharper
Than any knife.
I can only imagine what we could do

My face is hot,
I’m spinning
You treat me like garbage…
But at least you treat me…
Will I,
One day win?
Or are you just holding on to me
As I hold on to you?
I can still imagine
How it could be…
I know you would grow to love me,
But you already love her…

Fear, hatred, love, pain
All of the above
Are one in the same